I m suave, I m smug, I m bitchy, I m chatty. I totally think so. So many ppl hve made a pass @ me, Bt who cares? "U know the word gay is finally understood, accepted & being talked about & I owe gratitude to all those supporters of mainstream HOMOSEXUALITY." so Y run away from the reality???
I really worry abt hw ppl percieve my orientation?? bt dats really a funny track for me, coz u know I put their idle mind, think a lott :) What bothers ppl is their thought for their caste, their creed, their religion, their orientation... It's a preference & I believe dat its really ur right 2 choose.Its not whether ur a gay or not, Its wether ur happy or not which is far more important. Being GAY is peace, its ur own religion, 'gayism', its wonderful, its fantastic & yes its even therapeutic!
I've been born & brought up in smewot healthy atmosphere, smewot in the sense, my family never let things eveolve in a broader perspect.Exceptionally narrow, I'd say! so is my vcinity!
I dnt want 2 get married. I dnt want 2 b a good spouse! it least bothers me. I love kids. I wud love to hve a couple of babies in future, but for a moment I havent thought abt wether I wud adopt or go in for IVF or be a surrogate parent...but soon I may give dis a serious thought...
For dis behaviour of mine, 'the way I party wid life' makes others around me feel envious, especially my friends & peers, coz they hve a galfriend or a boyfriend wid those bickerings & problems & everything drained, as a result eventually they hve nothing in hand!
I still hve dat insecurity & complex, though I may pretend 2 b a bravo, bt m not. I m still the same in my head. I feel complex abt the way I luk, the way I behave, bt I camouflage it well wid my poise & my words. I put on confidence, but the truth lies within me, in my heart I m shattered in those million pieces. U can say I m an ESCAPIST by nature! I m not what I project! (so nw u ppl know me, plz dnt try squeezing my ailing vein! lolz..)
I dnt care abt what ppl's perceptions are. People hve questioned me about my orientation often. & m out only to the desired ones- specially my friend Mallika, Minal, Ganesh, Rohit & my sister Akshata! rest known is to my gay or bisexual friends.. which makes a least difference in sharing... But for the other froggies out der which include my folks, my neighbours, my parents & sme silly idle ppl wid whom m trustless, I've got jst 2 words - 'PRIVATE' & 'PERSONAL'. Its my prerogative 2 say,"its not ur problem, its none of ur concern". I actually share my reality wid my above mentioned friends whether I m dating a guy or m in2 relationship. But for the rest froggies I ma monk in my head who has taken an oath of Celibacy.. :)
I love to get messed but @ the same time I dun wnt to b debauched, I m bitchy but @ the same time I m witty, I accept praises but @ the same time I even await critique. I can feel competition as well as I can feel envy.. its obvious as m a rare species-
I m a GEMINI- A PEOPLE'S PERSON. I can chatt wid anyone even if he's a stranger I dissolve in interaction. I indulge in lots of gossips & the best role is played by 'Me & Mallika' & 'Me & Rohit'. I dnt feel dried up. M as moist as the day wen I ws born fom my mother's womb...
Last but not the least, I apologise 2 anyone who is reading this blog & will make a pass @ me, because I wont respond 2 it as I wont be realising it...
unfortunately I've got too much of me!
I really worry abt hw ppl percieve my orientation?? bt dats really a funny track for me, coz u know I put their idle mind, think a lott :) What bothers ppl is their thought for their caste, their creed, their religion, their orientation... It's a preference & I believe dat its really ur right 2 choose.Its not whether ur a gay or not, Its wether ur happy or not which is far more important. Being GAY is peace, its ur own religion, 'gayism', its wonderful, its fantastic & yes its even therapeutic!
I've been born & brought up in smewot healthy atmosphere, smewot in the sense, my family never let things eveolve in a broader perspect.Exceptionally narrow, I'd say! so is my vcinity!
I dnt want 2 get married. I dnt want 2 b a good spouse! it least bothers me. I love kids. I wud love to hve a couple of babies in future, but for a moment I havent thought abt wether I wud adopt or go in for IVF or be a surrogate parent...but soon I may give dis a serious thought...
For dis behaviour of mine, 'the way I party wid life' makes others around me feel envious, especially my friends & peers, coz they hve a galfriend or a boyfriend wid those bickerings & problems & everything drained, as a result eventually they hve nothing in hand!
I still hve dat insecurity & complex, though I may pretend 2 b a bravo, bt m not. I m still the same in my head. I feel complex abt the way I luk, the way I behave, bt I camouflage it well wid my poise & my words. I put on confidence, but the truth lies within me, in my heart I m shattered in those million pieces. U can say I m an ESCAPIST by nature! I m not what I project! (so nw u ppl know me, plz dnt try squeezing my ailing vein! lolz..)
I dnt care abt what ppl's perceptions are. People hve questioned me about my orientation often. & m out only to the desired ones- specially my friend Mallika, Minal, Ganesh, Rohit & my sister Akshata! rest known is to my gay or bisexual friends.. which makes a least difference in sharing... But for the other froggies out der which include my folks, my neighbours, my parents & sme silly idle ppl wid whom m trustless, I've got jst 2 words - 'PRIVATE' & 'PERSONAL'. Its my prerogative 2 say,"its not ur problem, its none of ur concern". I actually share my reality wid my above mentioned friends whether I m dating a guy or m in2 relationship. But for the rest froggies I ma monk in my head who has taken an oath of Celibacy.. :)
I love to get messed but @ the same time I dun wnt to b debauched, I m bitchy but @ the same time I m witty, I accept praises but @ the same time I even await critique. I can feel competition as well as I can feel envy.. its obvious as m a rare species-
I m a GEMINI- A PEOPLE'S PERSON. I can chatt wid anyone even if he's a stranger I dissolve in interaction. I indulge in lots of gossips & the best role is played by 'Me & Mallika' & 'Me & Rohit'. I dnt feel dried up. M as moist as the day wen I ws born fom my mother's womb...
Last but not the least, I apologise 2 anyone who is reading this blog & will make a pass @ me, because I wont respond 2 it as I wont be realising it...
unfortunately I've got too much of me!
