My Autobiography "“Sweet... Nothing’s in My Life...!” - Ch. 1 ( Introduction )

I have innumerable excuses for adding to this number.
It is my story – An exceptionally gifted guy, a decayed stock who is sidelined by many people including my folks & folklores. I was made rich, I was made feel sensuous, I was aristocratised, I was seduced, I was loved with their whole-being, I was abandoned when they heard violation, I was criticized I was betrayed. I was left without Love, I was left without hatred.
There were Sweet . . . Nothing’s in my Life. Perhaps this is all I should allow myself to say. I’m undoubtedly the source from which the energy of my write would spring.
I’m an exceptional man, a male by social status, but a gay of the spirit. Hence, I, without the nurture, inherit the nobility of Nature. Thus I’m a simple boy of nature but the beloved child of Almighty & the amalgamation creates the rare, passionate, proud, sensitive, transparent, open, strong, beautiful, cute boy who supports this write up. There are many tensions in my character which has led me to the gallows. The most obvious are those between humility & pride & between innocence & sensuality. But I make it clear that there won’t be any conflict between my thoughts & who so ever interprets while reading this.